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As I’m going home, alone….and some what tipsey, I wonder:
Wait….did I ever make a real connection with anyone??!?

I feel like it’s me….but is it?!

I only have a real connection with my Blood….and blood like, but for my ‘soul mate’ or at least my ‘other’, there’s no ‘the one’, no past, def no present, and not looking like a future anytime soon.

At the end of the day, after exhausting my social media, and trying to hint, I got juice, we can have fun….I realize I don’t even have a fall back of an ex that I should have an actual connection with ANYONE.
I have plenty of female friends that care about me deeply, they just don’t care for me to ‘go deeply’, and that’s an issue for me, cause as much as I live them as friends, ‘1 time is fine with me’…and since they don’t feel that way, we don’t connect too much😞

Anyhow, those that did connect in that way, either want to maintain for contacts, and avoid me on that level, or just aren’t around anymore, so I wonder, did I ever connect, and for that matter, embracing my inner nerd, does anyone?!?

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